Friday, March 20, 2009

i might be losing my mind

I just can't keep it together these last few weeks. It could be the uteri acting up, as they are wont to do every month. (Yes, I am aware that my anatomy does not contain multiple uteri, but it sounds funny. Also, do you know that puppies grow inside uterine horns? Is that not the weirdest image - imagine a friendly little uterus wearing a viking helmet.) It could be the promotion proposal I asked for last week, and still haven't heard anything about. (Yes, the HR director has been out of the office the whole week due to a death in the family, and my boss must discuss it with her prior to acting. Yes, I have good timing.)

Still, it's like i'm constantly doubting myself and on the verge of tears. I am crying too much - over weird things. It's bringing out all sorts of weird emotions in me. I thought I had my shit together a little more than this. Apparently not.